A post from a weirdo here.
Never I heard any bad testimony from students who have been to SEP. Ya they said there would be unexpected things, culture shock, homesickness. But never I thought that it would be this bad. I really regret going for SEP. I don't think I am capable of living like this. Ah, I just remembered! I am not capable of doing anything right.
Bitter.
My math is just as poor as my everything else. So I could only list down the costs that I have to pay, too hard for me to put numbers in:
Material costs
Opportunity costs
Emotional costs
I am broke. As in one of The Script's song : 'There's no hole in my shoe but a big hole in my heart.'
I don't know why I am posting this. I don't wish anyone to know how miserable I am. And I am not giving advice to anyone seeking for it. I mean, what kind of advice is this: 'Don't go to SEP if you are that silly.'. Even I wouldn't listen had anyone told me that a year ago.
But this is okay, right? No one reads. No one knows the blog address and no one could read what's hidden in plain sight, no one could read so much hidden between the lines. Only me and my future self, that is, if it exists anyway.
