in moment like this
I could be so delicate
see my postings
my mood (and faith) keep going up down up and down again
tian aaaaa
ke lian ke lian woooo
TAT
September 2009
So, math mid-term test was over
I had tried the best I could
I used my time and energy to prepare for this test
Still, not perfect...
I am so disappointed.
I am sad
I did not tell anybody
I did not know what to say to other ppl
I am afraid I would cry
This
I felt this
many times before
a feel of a failure
Oh,yes I was...
I used to be a failure
because I dare not to face my shortcomings
I just wept, gave up and mourn
Now not anymore
I am disappointed
But does not mean I would stop
I have to acknowledge
I am not the best
yes, I spend more than 1 week on this thing
while others may only spend 2 or 3 days
there's nothing wrong with me being so hardworking and failed
I am not failed
I am just not successful, yet
I will keep moving on my track
It doesn't matter what others would think or say
try harder
be stronger
1 week is just not enough
persevere
God gives me time, energy and chances
Yes
I CAN
I wish I could turn back time
- walaupun udah berkali-kali dibilangin, bacalah manualnya sebelum mengerjakan
- be critical. akibat cuek2 aja susah analisanya. bukan masalah klo dpat hasil jelek, tapi klo udah ga msuk di akal gimana caranya mau diolah gituuuuuu. this spends most of my time doing the report ><
- keep the raw data record. aku selalu jamais vu waktu lihat data resminya. ini slah catat iahh??
kayak gini mau jadi physicist????
bisa la~ make it right then!
syubidubidu~
...
...
tetep aja
GG