September 2010

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going.

I do not see the road ahead of me.

I cannot know for certain where it will end.


Nor do I really know myself,

and the fact that I think I am following your will

does not mean that I am actually doing so.


But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you

and I hope that I have that desire in all that I am doing.

And I know that if I do this, you will lead me by the right road

although I may know nothing about it.


Therefore will I trust you always

though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death,

I will not fear, for you are ever with me

and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.


(by Thomas Merton)

The road ahead

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Thursday, September 30, 2010

But I know what love is
-Forrest Gump 


I am not a smart man

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Sunday, September 19, 2010

It has been 19years+9months (I was an embryo too :) )

I am thankful for the people around me, those far away as well, I could not express how this soul appreciates those blessings, and greetings from her friends.

Thanks for the cakes, thanks for the birthday songs, thanks for your presence.

Thanks for the Legion Seminar, it was a rescue, just in time! Got lightened up and inspired. Am ready to start over.

Thanks for the companion of legionary friends. Let's keep fighting our battle!

Thanks brother Dom for giving the precious handbook as my birthday gift.

The best gift, is the grace of Divine Mercy.
I was made broken by sins, baffled by so many things and ashamed to come back. Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own and exasperatingly tried to find my way back home.
But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him.... (Luke 15:20)
Father put emphasis on the word 'ran' in his homily at Sunset Mass today. I had been the prodigal son (many times I was also the envious elder brother). But He runs and brings me back home. What a crazy love..

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I often tempted to ask why God lets sorrows happen to us. So true, amidst the difficulties and disappointments of life, His mercy eliminates no troubles, the cross is still there to be carried. But it does give our life a perspective. Hardships are there for our soul to grow in love for Christ and others. That way, one's heart can ultimately be contented, rejoiced.

Once again, God makes no mistake.

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I wish I could step out of my baby crib and get rid of my 'baby faith'. 

I wish I could do better in life for the sake of being an ambassador of Christ


I wish I could hang on, be stronger, not to forsake such great forgiveness the Lord has given.

please pray for me

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Thank you people

Deo Gratias

God is good.

I'll be good :)

Gratias

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Sunday, September 12, 2010

Sure on this shining night
Of starmade shadows round, 
Kindness must watch for me
This side the ground

The late years lies down the north.
All is healed, all is health.
High summer holds the earth.
Hearts all whole.

Sure on this shining night 
I weep for wonder 
Wand'ring far alone
Of shadows on the stars

-James Agee 

Sure on This Shining Night

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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

towards the loneliness

Negative Divergence

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Friday, September 3, 2010