P.S.

Lent is finally here, now being the first week of lent.

Meanwhile school is getting very hectic.

I almost forgot that it is lent. Almost every night I came back very late and too tired to pray. And next morning wake up in a very unwell and emo feeling, heaviness in the heart, and eyes..

Hey, hey don't forget that it is lent! It is a moment of penance and prayer.

Let us also offer up our doings and efforts for people in Japan.

I want to fast from wasting time and emo-ing. The progress has been... errmm it can still be improved

I think I am being too proud of my spiritual life, I couldn't help but disdain people who could care so much about going on a party in times like these. People are staggering in Japan, while here in Singapore they went for (I don't know what it is meant for) party. All these "Had a great time", "I enjoyed myself" on their facebook status. :(( Think how much money they have spent on such party could have been donated for the victims.

From the beginning, I have questioned the party being held on the first sunday of lent.

I don't hate parties, I like having fun! I like pampering myself and look nice in an event. But having too much of it often makes me a self-centred person. I often lost myself in those kinds of crowds. I would think "What am I doing here?". If you take wider view, then you'll see how this world is in need of your prayer, time and money. So I prefer not having as many as I could.

Or maybe I am just a boring person. =.=

I am almost forgot that it is Lent season. I must not disdain those people, even judge them for being inconsiderate, but pray for them. For you who read it, ignore my spiritual pride, but do consider of trying to let go of self-centredness, like "I hate my acne", "I look bad in this dress", "I am so tired doing my assignments", "I am so emo, why nobody cares about me" "Why I am so stupid?" "I want to buy this" (from my very own real case :b)... Close your eyes and think of how many less fortunate people in this world. They need your prayer.