P.S.

I hope someone's smile could distract me
I hope someone's fists could fight for me
So I don't have to see what lies ahead

I hope someone's love could blind me
I hope someone's arms could bind me
So I will never have to see what I've grown to be

One may think I am alright
But I need pills to sleep at night
and tonight the pills don't work
my body aches and head as heavy as stone

One may think I am alright
But I need lies to make it through the day
I am not okay

One may think I am doing fine
but if I have to draw it on a line
I am losing ground for every passing day
I am really not okay

But that's the thing that I will never say to you