P.S.

I am back to emo state after CS1101c sit in lab. I did not buy new thumbdrive, I did not own one, I did not copy the take home lab, this can save much of my time.. so mad..

I felt that I am so small now. I can't stand the pace. I want to stop and the flow of people keep pushing me.

...
Something in me was dying
and my heart as heavy as stone
hard as I was trying
and I never could find my way back home

Something in me was broken
and thoughts were bitter and ill
my life was blown open
and I couldn't see and I couldn't feel

Something in me was sinking
cause my heart was as heavy as stone
I gave up of thinking
and I could never find my way back home

waiting
searching
turning over
running around in circle
and I have worn myself out

It is a cruel world and I need somewhere to hide

....

It is sad

because it is true
;(