Apostolate is a really hard task.
Last Friday, I spent hours of chat with a Catholic guy who claimed that he has been searching for God in his life.
Today, it seems like that is all a waste. My heart screams : "GEEZ, IT'S LIKE I WAS TALKING TO A CHIMP!!" Pardon my rudeness, I cannot hold it, I am so disappointed now.
Love is not only a feeling.
You say you love God, but you do not even try to do what He wants.
Really piss me off >o<
Jesus, Your patience grant me please...