maybe it is good to have many things to do
it is good to lack of many things
it makes you struggle
and that's when you find your strength
because when i am not doing anything
I would be baffled
with myself
what I want
why I do that
Today,
I have been contemplating
it is very sad
I am not sure of what I am feeling
I am scared but I am scared to admit it
to expose it to other people
I feel that I have been living my life with guilt
God made and arrange everything nice to me
I am an inferior person
But He make me able doing the impossibles
but still, I am not faithful enough
so sad
so sad
Of all things done, said and thought by me
He still loves me
and I refuse to be better
and it is so sad
so sad
so sad
I miss my mom
I miss my father
I miss my sister
my bro too
I miss the way I used to be
this gonna make me cry
better start studying
