P.S.

I am walking in this tunnel, dark tunnel that wakes you up in the middle of the night, dark tunnel that put me somewhere else in the day away from the rest of the world. Everything else happens out there in the light. But the light blinds me and frankly, I do not want to see.

My God says, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life."

My God says that. I can't help but feeling so distorted and shattered.