P.S.

My mind flew away into a memory box. I remembered being very small and very young.

Was thinking: if babies are smart, how is it that I am dumb? Had I failed growing up properly? Ugh..

Then, I came across an old Japanese drama that I watched when I was in kindergarten. It was a tremendously sad and emo drama. I couldn't believe I watched something like that when I was young. The story was about a 10 year old girl, but really I now think that it was not something for any children of that age. I just realised how the over dramatization of the turmoils in the story might have given me the drama and the bitterness from a very young age.

Really should pay attention on what children and even babies see and hear.