P.S.

As I recall, at exactly this very same moment last month, I swore to myself to maximize the meter of effectiveness and enjoyment once I get rid off examinations then. I listed them down :

1. Study Spanish
2. Read more about Sweden and some europe countries that I am gg to visit.
3. Finish a spiritual reading
4. Read something good.
5. Keep fit by regular swimming and jogging, lose some weight
6. Learn realistic b&w drawing
7. Learn knitting --> I also dunno where this come from. suddenly dropped into my train of thoughts
8. Get a camera and take good pictures of nature
9. Write more! Gotta be more!
10. Watch good old movies.
11. Catch up with friends. Make new friends if possible
12. Food hunting
13. Study Physics --> it happened around that period during school days every semester, the thought of "Oh I wish I had spent some time to prepare this during last vacation"

And so now it has been one month since I was granted my freedom (that was, when my Marxist Stats Mechanics professor declared the end of my last paper. I even did 5 mins countdown to kill the time. Mind had run out of idea of what to bluff on my answer sheet). I ended up reaching at this point of time, realising that I have not fulfilled my goal!

I must resist the strong, tempting current of apathy and time wastage! And I mean it! See? I am writing my first post ever after holiday. I am getting myself on the track, ow yeah!

Do you notice that I change the heading of my blog? It has been changed over and over again following my mood-rollercoaster. I know my mood swings easily from one extreme point to another one. I don't know how to get rid off it. It is so uncool. :((

*swoosh* ....and once again I was swept away to the emoland...

It is true that I am not certain of myself. I can't promise myself to consistently write about either only inspiring things or post my everyday compillation poems for suicide. Nor can I write about specific things, like faith, movies, books, study etc etc... I have never been one to say that I am good at anything. (not really, I think I am the best person for fooling around :p) I could even say that I still don't have affection to something great enough to make me write about it.

That won't stop me, though.

Because... ! ! Just as potato chips will taste much nicer when it have ruffles, and so is life! Who would prefer flat chips anyway??!?

Even if you think that was an epic fail to end a post.