All is well

I have been very excited to register myself in various entrepreneurship workshops and talks.

All the skills I need to get into business world, I thought I could work them all out.

I am ready to ask questions, to look up to successful seniors, to make friends and build network.

But then my facebook news feed page shows up.

Somebody posts an emo post, about how sad her life is, about how everything has been so mean to her... I think people who got time to post those on facebook does not know what it means to live a real sad life. This person, has been blessed with beautiful face, skillful singing, many friends who care for her, a cool boyfriend... and she is telling us how miserable her life is. Well, someone might have been walking on pillowed floor all her life, that when she has to step on the carpeted floor, she finds it is horrible.

Not my business, though. I might also have been acting that way some times. Now I see how irritating that can be.

Somebody posts a cocky post about his grades. I have been very sensitive towards grades and all that, obviously because mine are very disappointing last semester. He bragged about how many As and A+s someone has, and it really makes my heart shrink. How could one be so perfect; he enjoy his life, he is confident, he makes many friends, he goes to parties, and still he got 10 A+s!!

I must do better this semester! SAP 5.0!

But I do not know if I am doing everything on the right track. It breaks my heart to recall how bad my grades and life are last semester, and I fear I might fall again.

"The heart scares very easily. Whenever it fears, put your hand on your heart and go tell that fellow: Aaall izzz weeelll..." - 2010, Wangdu (3 Idiots)

All is well, my friend.