P.S.

I used my time and energy to prepare for this test

Still, not perfect...

I am so disappointed.

I am sad

I did not tell anybody

I did not know what to say to other ppl

I am afraid I would cry

This

I felt this

many times before

a feel of a failure

Oh,yes I was...

I used to be a failure

because I dare not to face my shortcomings

I just wept, gave up and mourn

Now not anymore

I am disappointed

But does not mean I would stop

I have to acknowledge

I am not the best

yes, I spend more than 1 week on this thing

while others may only spend 2 or 3 days

there's nothing wrong with me being so hardworking and failed

I am not failed

I am just not successful, yet

I will keep moving on my track

It doesn't matter what others would think or say

try harder

be stronger

1 week is just not enough

persevere

God gives me time, energy and chances

Yes

I CAN